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Shedding
03:06
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Shedding
Feel that deepening connection
Our paths crossed for a reason
To share in this relational conversation
Sinking deeper into our initial foundation
A subterranean look into your ancestry
That hallway extending deeper than you can see
Lit with the spirit world torch light
Sit in our unlimited whole foresight
Feel it wrap around your ankles
Submerge
Hear the voice in the wind
Wishing us to live
The land speaking to me
Land speaking to you
Hear the voice in the wind
Wishing us to live
and live and live
and live and live
Breathe in deep the first fresh air
After all the forest fires that have burned near
Tectonics underground have shifted here
Breathe in that first fresh air
From echoes in this valley flowing
Drum-song gusts blowing
Into cedar and spruce thru
Trauma that recently bloomed
In the gardens of schools to
The children secretly scooped
Past the control of sacred dreams
Charcoal burned by colonial regimes
Past the five-century fever of pyrexia
Into eyes of storms emerging from millennia
Of contracts well-kept with the land
Witnesses holding our honour to stand
For the seventh seven seven generations in hand
Past colonial lines marked in the sand
Hear the voice in the trees
The land speaking to me
Land speaking to you
Listen when she speak
Hear the voice in the trees
The land speaking to me
Land speaking to you
What I know is
This is our growth
Our turmoil
To the holy filth
For something greater
More than a burden of guilt
A duty to build
And enjoy
Crosses only crucify
While the medicine wheel
Unites four directions
Learning on the ground
Transform what is found
With the mounds of her words that we are bound
We scream this sound aloud aloud aloud
We won’t ever abdicate
Pledges made to recreate
Bonding with celerity
Dumping their austerity
Forging solidarity
Laughing out hysterically
In the eyes of new storms
Relationships form
Eye contact
Gazes warm
Iris fully lit with the torch of purpose
Honeyed hazel earthen golden green grey
Sharp inhale with focus we find clean ways
Winds sailing oceans rejuvenating place
See the fields opening out from the forest
The orange and yellow autumn leaves
Shed his aggression & indifference
For devotion & deliverance
Hear the voice in the trees
The land speaking to me
Land speaking to you
Listen when she speak
Hear the voice in the wind
Wishing us to live
And live and live
And live and live
Hear the voice in the trees
The land speaking to me
Land speaking to you
Listen when she speak
Hear the voice in the wind
Wishing us to live
And live and live
And live and live
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2. |
C2S Intro
00:30
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Hearing the land and my ancestors, and the spirit in everything
I can look back and see the spirit in everything
Hearing the land and my ancestors, and the spirit in everything
I can look back and see the spirit in everything
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3. |
Connect2Spirit
03:19
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Family lineage whether Dene, Cree
Or Hungarian history passed down in reverie
Along with an ancient imperial rite of severing
Of severing
World wars entangled to my sequence
Both lines coupled to my double helix
Schoolyard forsaken into inter-generations
Left me in my mind to be beaten by illusions
Cuz I felt detached detached
Illustrate a lack a lack
Of connection to spirit
Connect connect to spirit
They forge us catholic
To kill the goddess
Pour sacrilege
Medus-us object
We praise their crucifix
They enforce repentance
Kneeled prostration
With a lack of faith
All that holy
But where was the brave?
From a young age
Ripped away from play
In the evening
Catechism cruise
Afternoon a 10-yr-old
Delivering the news
Bought myself candy
with my money
Through to 16
with the drug-pent loving
Electronic music ecstasy
Late nights mornings LSD
Winter barren trees experimenting
Trying for an escape strategy
From the home
with all the hallway yelling
Got pennies for your dimes
tell me who it is selling
Cuz I felt detached detached
Illustrate a lack a lack
Of connection to spirit
Connect connect to spirit
Cuz I felt detached detached
Illustrate a lack a lack
Of connection to spirit
Connect connect to spirit
Seeing my culture
Open displayed
On the gym floor
On Aboriginal day
The dancer twirls
My friends crusade
Beat of drums prickle
While this shame is engraved
Given gifts of sacred spirit are missed
Thrust upon with a medical list
Genocide of white walls inside a psych ward
I have seen it all they try to sever our cord
Home life echoes
A stolen scoop full
Graveyards at school, trench warfare
And falling shrapnel
Over a lineage
Thickened with pride
Pierced open side
Their christ’s omen tied
Brother to psychosis
Forced to take flight
Splintered my family
The woodchips alight
Cuz I felt detached detached
Illustrate a lack a lack
Of connection to spirit
Connect connect to spirit
Cuz I felt detached detached
Illustrate a lack a lack
Of connection to spirit
Connect connect to spirit
We are not / detached detached
There is not / a lack a lack
Of connection to spirit
Connect connect to spirit
We are not / detached detached
There is not / a lack a lack
Of connection to spirit
Connect connect to spirit
Hearing the land and my ancestors, and the spirit in everything
I can look back and see the spirit in everything
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4. |
Caldera
02:51
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Sprouting from the rubble
Can’t stop reaching for the sky yo
Volcano under feet
Erupting into my dreams
Knowing I’m never done serving
Sunshades of blessed autumn burning
On the backs of my eyelids
The shadow, important for me to witness
I dwell in the dark
In the dark I dwell
I dwell in the dark
Feel the river swell
I dwell in the dark
In the dark I dwell
I dwell in the dark
Light emerging now
Orbit decayed from doubt
Meteor crashing on down
Splitting open the clouds
Understand how this comes about
Gravity grounding this start
See into the crater that we have caught
Cavity of debris parts
Curtain pulled off the radius across
I landed on this planet
System labels me a savage
So sticking to the plan then
Spirit cradling this message
I have been in filled up prisons
Felt the energy stored within ‘em
They tried so hard make it dead
Bent the metal to the bed
With all their systems of oppression
Tied quelling my lessons these stresses & tensions
Arrested aggressive the present surrendered
Dulled pencil assessor I pull on the lever
For the month I spent in the cell
Felt empty wreckage turned inside out
But sprouting from the rubble
Can’t stop reaching for the sky yo
Volcano under feet
Erupting into my dreams
The omen called me forth
Rising blood grapefruit lunar force
Magma flow into trees
Pine seeds popping from the heat
So no matter whose sword
Finding love & strength thru inner source
Knowing I’m never done serving
Sunshades of blessed autumn burning
On the backs of my eyelids
The shadow, important for me to witness
Looking up to see wings flying
Spanning worlds tall as northern giants
My prayers I sing defiant
Thunderbird raise me to Orion
Saturn returns at once
Rings expand with each & every touch
Please help me stabilize
I scream loud in between my cries
I no longer want to run
Discard every single crutch
Breathe in my lungs alive
Now that I begin to recognize
I dwelled in the dark
In the dark I dwelled
I dwelled in the dark
Feel the river swell
I dwelled in the dark
In the dark I dwelled
I dwelled in the dark
And I’m emerging now
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5. |
Vapetrick Magic
02:30
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Crash-bang-boom outside
The walls and windows alive
It’s been several minutes since I hit a
Glassy-glazed pipe
Shooting me to space
Away from corporate states
Away from all the waste
Erased to piles of gray
It's like Vape-trick magic
We are sacred, fasted
Theirs is hatred, graphic
They take it, mask it
Sick of the rage
So take it take it
And take it away
Just take it take it
Now I’m stoned in the evening
Without even toking
Put it in my candy
This new way of forgetting
So I calm the itchy burn
And the way I never learned
To take the wheel and steer
Before flattening the curve
I am dead certain
I would know courage
If I left the circus
On paved highway currents
I just dream of mountains
Nowhere in specific
Stomach forces me to listen
Erupting anxious seismic
Have you ever felt
Overwhelmed
In the ribcage held
To leave this place itself
This terror is injected
Our scalps, left reddened
I feel hatred, dejected
But I try to find the lessons
The way that they invade
Our lands, our bodies
Betrayed then made afraid
Our spirits, our bloodlines
And then it’s 9-5
Or jail, or lives
City needs to grind
The marrow, the mind
Draining me training me
To be a lesser frequency
With clogging arteries
Disrupted sequencing
So just carry me baby
Into aurora scenes
Beyond forgotten dreams
Have you ever felt
Overwhelmed
In the ribcage held
To leave this place itself
Have you ever felt
Overwhelmed
In the ribcage held
To leave this place itself
Have you ever felt
Overwhelmed
In the ribcage held
To leave this place itself
Have you ever felt
Overwhelmed
In the ribcage held
To leave this place itself
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Tawahum Vancouver, British Columbia
Tawahum is a Łutselkʼe Dene, Plains Cree poet from unceded Musqueam, Squamish & Tsleil-Waututh Territory (Van). Tawahum performs at countless festivals with poems in many publications. His land protection vs TMX pipeline had him face incarceration in 2020. Check Tawahum’s debut collection of poetry in Spring 2022, published by Nightwood Editions along with his debut EP set to release alongside. ... more
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